I am not quite sure why I feel like posting about this particular subject today, but it's true.
Maybe it's because even though today was chaotic and kind of crazy and we were understaffed, I still had a good day.
I am one of those people who believes that you 'make your own happiness' so to speak, but I won't lie - the moods and attitudes of those around you can affect your mood as well. Or at least they can for mine.
Everyone I work with is upbeat, positive, and friendly. We laugh a lot; we talk a little too loudly; and generally, we just have a good time. I can honestly say that I enjoy the company of those I work with. We don't have any internal spats or drama - my boss is awesome - and the number of friendly and fun patients we see outweighs the number of grumpy/bitchy ones by far.
For instance, a "regular" (referring to patients we see most often) came in today and we shared a simple conversation on food and how strongly you can smell the fast food restaurant next door whilst in our building. He is an older gentleman and has one of the most gentle and sweet natures I've ever seen. Maybe, to some, the conversations like those that I share with him, would seem normal and even mundane. But for me, they are special. Talking to someone who has a positive outlook on life and such a gentle, happy demeanor, makes all the difference in the world. We share in an interest in diners that cook "old fashioned" meals and it was truly such a pleasure to talk to him. I know it may sound silly, but, reflecting on something simple like that, brings a smile to my face all over again. I want him, and the others who are always so friendly and enjoy conversing with me and the rest of the staff, to know how much we value them.
I am glad that, looking back on my day, I can reflect on moments like that rather than a moment where a patient got grumpy with me over a bill or fussed about having to wait.
I'm also at a point where I feel confident in my work and am proud of all the knowledge I have gained since starting there.
So I sit here, eating saltines, watching my sweet and silly Daddy play video games, the fur-babies all gathered around our respective chairs (now I have 3 following me around! Yay for foster doggies!) and I feel content and so very happy. I am a lucky girl.
