Goodbye Fetlife

After removing most of the content on my Fetlife page, changing my screen name, deleting my friends list, and making most of the remaining pictures private, I thought I'd feel somewhat sad or even nostalgic. But I don't feel either of those things at all. I don't really miss reading the forums (I did remain a member of the Dogs Rule group, for the time being, since there are some pretty nifty dog-loving folks who post there and it may be awhile before I get around to saving the pics I want to save off of my profile).

It's almost a relief in some ways. I know it shouldn't be, but somehow so many of the Daddy/little girl group posts always ended up feeling like some sort of pissing contest. If it wasn't "my Daddy is freaking awesome because _ _ _ _ _" it was "this is what a Daddy or little girl is/should/have to be because _ _ _ _ _." 

I'm not going to lie and say I didn't partake in the "my Daddy rocks!" type conversations because, frankly, he does, and I truly enjoy talking about him and how awesome he is. To some that may seem like bragging, but to me, it just is. My Daddy is amazing and sometimes I want to do what that Rascal flats song talks about...

I'm gonna stand on a rooftop, climb up a mountaintop
Baby, scream and shout
I wanna sing it on the radio, show it on a video
Baby, leave no doubt
I want the whole world to know just what I'm all about
I love to love you out loud 

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Baby, I want the whole world to see
Just how good your love looks on me 

And I am sure other people feel that way as well. It's fun to share stories of how awesome your significant other is and how amazing they make you feel. However, when it comes to a point that more than 80% of the threads started involve that particular theme... and then when the same questions are asked over and over and OVER again.. such as: 

• What does it mean to be a Daddy?
• What is your little's age?
• What does being little mean to you?
• My Daddy left me, what do I do?
• How do I tell my vanilla lover that I am a little girl and I want him to be my Daddy? 
• Why won't my Daddy act like a Daddy anymore?

And so on and so forth. . . it just gets.. repetitive. And rather boring. 

I don't mean this in a harsh way and I am honestly not trying to put others down. But plain and simple: rehashing the same subjects over and over again is bound to get old. And after awhile, that's what so many of the DD/lg groups on Fetlife felt like. At least for me. 

I enjoyed sharing my writings on Fetlife. My stories, poems, random blogs.. but I can do all of that here. I can even share pictures here if I want to. 

I thought I would find some kinky friends on Fetlife and though I found a few, none of the awesomely deep can-talk-about-anything-and-everything friendships seemed to ever form. Maybe it's just me. I don't mean that in a pity-party oh woe's me kind of way, it's just a fact of life for me. I've always had a hard time establishing close friendships. I have very few close friends - but I am okay with that. My best vanilla friend is awesome and I can tell her pretty much anything. I did make a couple of friends on Fetlife with whom I can see our friendships going further (in a friendship way - that sounded weird, but I really just mean that I think there is the potential there to form a closer friendship and get to know one another better and feel comfortable meeting and hanging out.) I would truly like to have a real in-person little girl friend. I can only imagine how awesome it would be to feel like I could share those parts of myself so freely and openly around someone who isn't Daddy. Someone who can relate to my little-girlyness who can relax and be comfortable being themselves around me - whether they feel big or little. 

Anyway.. I was going to elaborate more on this, but I'm tired. It's midnight and I am looking forward to being able to sleep in a little more than usual since Tuesday is my late day! So I am headed off to the land of dreams with my sweet Daddy, my 2 adorable fur baby boys, and our cute little foster-fur-girl =) Sweet dreams and G'night!